soo the night i was rearended (11/21/11) was also the night of the squad meeting with the cunt.

it was crammed into a little tiny room with the officers of the squad, some shitdick i didnt know, & the cunt.

it went on FOREVER it was total bullshit. the fact that they thought that the drill team had threatened someones life is soo fucking farfetched i cant even believe it.

i dont really feel like talking about this meeting cause it pisses me off.

(dear me in the future, you recorded it on your phone: go listen if you care to)

FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING COLLEGE DROPOUT SHITHEAD. when its stop & go traffic maybe you shouldnt accelerate into a diligent drivers car. just saying. fuck you. ouch.

soo i was hanging out with asian & i ended up sleeping over.. we were watching glee in her basement & just chillin

she goes upstairs to get changed & take a shower soo i just watch another episode.. 3 hours later i figure something must be wrong soo i go upstairs & i see her just passed out on her bed, completely unintentional hahah

the next day we went to her friends house in centerport & there were like 5 other people there. we smoked out his garage & holy fuck that weed was fucking strong! i didnt even intend on getting high, i just cleared one of asians bong hits & i was fucking gone..

we went to another one of asians friends houses & the two of them just fell sleep. they were waaay higher than i was. i felt soo awkward i didnt really know what to do cause i didnt really know this girl

well, i got fucking munchies in this strange girls house! i helped myself, wouldnt you? i didnt care at that point, i was dying, hadnt eaten all day.

i ended up just asking my dad for a ride home (didnt have the van) & i felt really awkward about it cause asian & her friend were still asleep.. oopsie

nibbles, blink, & i were supposed to hang out in town for a few hours & then go see our schools play “12 angry men”

well that didnt exactly happen..

nibbles & i got high in my parking lot & then met up with blink at starbucks, we ended up just hanging out for the night & rocking out in the car to the mall

look its a cat! its like greeeeen

hopefully ill be back soon! kisses <3

yeeeaaah i didnt even make honor roll. cute. NO BUENO

i came out to asian a few months ago (which i think i told you guys) & recently she came out to me too! shes a lesbian & im soo fucking proud of this girl.

i love her to death, shes my sister, & i think that shes amazing :)

cool shit bro.

fucking cunt suspended the entire drill team for “making alleged threats against someones life”

BULL FUCKING SHIT

drill team is the most docile group ive ever been in. we care more about others than ourselves. every single fucking one of us.

now theyre trying to get us out of post because we were associated with r.s & we think they want to flush out the very memory of him.

we went to this whole meeting thing with out parents where we basically all bitched out the board of the squad because this situation was false & fucked up.

im getting annoyed just explaining it. im done with this topic.

love you did’ey make it? <3

to do something together. we got our varsity sailing team’s yearbook photo together (courtesy of mua) as well as sailing jackets!

im hoping that with these jackets the team will realize that they are actually part of a team that they need to be involved in for it to survive.

no i seriously do.

i know that youve been through more than any teenager should go through & i admire you soo much for powering through.

i know i havent seen you in a while because youve been too sick to be in school since november but i still think about you everyday & hope that youre alright

stay strong leprechaun <3

gotta love that cyanide & happiness skit. but its not soo much fun when its happening in real life.

poor chef has become severely depressed over a lot of things: his parents going through a divorce, whiney leading him on, 5 being a lil hoe, & lot of other pressures he currently under.

blondie & whiney apparently had had enough with his moping attitude & bitched him out for being such a girl. i thought that was just awful. when a guy cries something is seriously wrong, you dont yell at the poor kid. when i heard what they were saying to him i had never wanted to hit somebody soo much..

yes, we all have our own problems & maybe its hard to deal with your shit & everyone elses shit. but if a friend reaches out to you & you dont lend a hand you may be that last thing that pushes them over the edge.

not cool.

are soo fucking confusing. theyre together, then theyre not, then theyre hooking up, then theyre friends with benefits, & now they dont even talk. da fuq goes on.

honestly, their “relationship” is more confusing to me than computer coding..

texted chefs phone about alcohol & his mom had his phone. immediate lockdown. an email went out to all of the parents of the sailing team about how we drink.. nobody really got into serious trouble because it said that i was always sober (dd) & being responsible.

chef was grounded for about 2 weeks & then it was back to normal.. except everyone was being super careful about it all.

laaaame

for super long, chronological, general posts about what ive been up to since the end of september.

back in the beginning of october: chef & i hung out a lot. at his house, town, anywhere.. with people, alone, it didnt matter; we were perfectly comfortable with each other in any situation.

i made a clay bowl with some of chef’s school friends & we were going to let it dry but i havent seen it since hahah it was really nice too.

homecoming was a disaster. 5 decided to blow chef off & he was extremely depressed all night, he drank 3/4 of a bottle of jack. whiney was there to comfort him, which didnt exactly help because chef has loved her since they were little. i wish he felt that about me. fro & i left them alone & went to watch the end of the game together. obviously sa won the game..

halloween was really awkward.. blondie, whiney, & i met up with these 2 guys in town & they left after like 20 minutes. we decided to go to glawn to meet up with the sailing kiddies, by the time we got there & there was no service left they had gone home & soo whineys mom drove me to chefs house & the two of us just talked the rest of the night. i love this boy.